Finding Momentum

this is the breakdown.

Headaches today. Tinnitus is as bad as ever. I think my body's breaking down. Couldja pray for me?

So tired lately. Burnout is not tasty burnout is not tasty burnout is not tasty. I'm really tired of squeezing maximum potential out of every waking minute of the day. Ex: doing history reading during meals, watching webcast lecture while writing paper. Eating while walking to office hours. Ditching my easier classes to do more homework. Sleep at 2AM, wake at 8AM every morning to do homework. Working on the laptop during lecture. Trying to kill five birds with a half stone. ~~Writing in this blog while doing problem set.~~ Then it's another day, rinse, wash, repeat.

Busyness is my idol. I got real convicted of that last week.

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Login       Name               TTY         Idle    When    Where
root     Pentagon Root         pts/1         4d Mon 17:39  stewart.CS.Berkeley.
cs186-ac Sue Hyun Ahnn         pts/3            Mon 19:31  adsl-69-109-222-253.
cs186-bs Johnny Wang           pts/5         36 Mon 23:15  cl-118-183.Reshall.B
cs186-ca Natalie Thuy-Tien Ng  pts/6            Mon 23:00  moff-wlan-89.AirBear
cs186-bc Yongchuan Zhang       pts/7            Mon 18:36  adsl-71-146-89-201.d
cs186-en Chin Pang Tung        pts/8          2 Mon 21:11  c-67-169-157-156.hsd
cs186-ao eugene kashida        pts/9         11 Mon 23:23  adsl-69-109-217-32.d
cs186-eg Qingyun Tang          pts/10           Mon 21:21  north-mesh-wlan-87.A
cs186-af Khang N Pham          pts/13         9 Mon 21:03  adsl-69-109-217-32.d
cs186-bd Guy Ryan Boo          pts/14        21 Mon 19:12  adsl-71-132-216-196.
cs186-as Tony Yu Tung Lai      pts/15        35 Mon 23:07  c-71-198-45-133.hsd1
cs186-ap Daniel Yang           pts/16      1:14 Mon 19:48  adsl-69-232-202-234.
cs186-bd Guy Ryan Boo          pts/17        35 Mon 22:37  adsl-71-132-216-196.
cs186-az Siu Pang Chu          pts/18         7 Mon 20:01  nova.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-ap Daniel Yang           pts/19        49 Mon 19:54  adsl-69-232-202-234.
cs186-ce Zhijia Zhang          pts/20         3 Mon 23:42  adsl-69-109-168-25.d
cs186-bo Utsav B Shah          pts/21         8 Mon 21:16  star.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-af Khang N Pham          pts/23         1 Mon 19:13  adsl-69-109-217-32.d
cs186-bl Benjamin Yun Liang    pts/25        49 Mon 23:00  c-24-5-194-229.hsd1.
cs186-ao eugene kashida        pts/26           Mon 18:09  adsl-69-109-217-32.d
cs186-bx Khanh Gia Vu          pts/29      8:18 Mon 11:38  uva-119-137.Reshall.
cs186-bx Khanh Gia Vu          pts/30         5 Mon 11:40  uva-119-137.Reshall.
cs186-cg Danielle Kathryn Cas  pts/31         1 Mon 17:19  star.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-am scott m lindeneau     pts/33         1 Mon 23:48  c-24-5-194-230.hsd1.
cs186-ap Daniel Yang           pts/34         9 Sun 12:46  adsl-69-232-202-234.
cs186-as Tony Yu Tung Lai      pts/35        24 Mon 22:17  c-71-198-45-133.hsd1
cs186-bl Benjamin Yun Liang    pts/36           Mon 23:39  c-24-5-194-229.hsd1.
cs186-as Tony Yu Tung Lai      pts/37           Mon 21:01  c-71-198-45-133.hsd1
yonran   Yonathan             *pts/38        1d Sun 21:45  wad-84-120.Reshall.B
cs186-dz Suthee Chaidaroon     pts/39      6:24 Mon 17:25  nova.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-bl Benjamin Yun Liang    pts/40        21 Mon 23:13  c-24-5-194-229.hsd1.
cs186-as Tony Yu Tung Lai      pts/42        13 Mon 21:01  c-71-198-45-133.hsd1
cs186-en Chin Pang Tung        pts/44        50 Mon 21:15  c-67-169-157-156.hsd
cs186-az Siu Pang Chu          pts/47        28 Mon 20:00  nova.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-bs Johnny Wang           pts/43           Mon 23:51  cl-118-183.Reshall.B
cs186-ad Mark Francis Movida   pts/45         5 Mon 18:26  nova.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-bt Tyler Chang           pts/48        51 Mon 22:36  berkeleyan-nat3.lmi.
cs186-at Navjeet Singh         pts/49         6 Mon 23:45  star.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-bt Tyler Chang           pts/51        52 Mon 22:42  berkeleyan-nat3.lmi.
cs186-bt Tyler Chang           pts/53      1:15 Mon 22:34  berkeleyan-nat3.lmi.
cs186-bd Guy Ryan Boo          pts/55        37 Mon 19:05  adsl-71-132-216-196.
cs186-ef Lily Maria Chan       pts/56         4 Mon 19:14  ppp-71-139-189-35.ds
cs186-ed Lisa Marie Dunn       pts/57         4 Mon 19:14  ppp-71-139-189-35.ds
cs186-bs Johnny Wang           pts/59        36 Mon 23:15  cl-118-183.Reshall.B
cs186-bs Johnny Wang           pts/60           Mon 23:51  cl-118-183.Reshall.B
cs186-bs Johnny Wang           pts/61        11 Mon 23:31  cl-118-183.Reshall.B
cs186-br Valentin Mihaylov     pts/62         2 Mon 23:31  adsl-71-135-41-213.d
cs186-ca Natalie Thuy-Tien Ng  pts/63        51 Mon 23:00  moff-wlan-89.AirBear
cs186-bp Yimin Yao             pts/64           Mon 22:04  north-mesh-wlan-202.
cs186-at Navjeet Singh         pts/65           Mon 21:30  star.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-dv Leo Duy Tran          pts/66        18 Mon 22:57  lal-99-200.Reshall.B
cs186-ca Natalie Thuy-Tien Ng  pts/67      2:09 Mon 21:39  adsl-63-193-249-144.
cs186-bi Joshua Kocher         pts/68        12 Mon 21:41  nova.CS.Berkeley.EDU
cs186-dl Daphne Lee            pts/69         4 Mon 23:46  u5-68-137.Rescomp.Be
cs186-ao eugene kashida        pts/70         7 Mon 22:15  adsl-69-109-217-32.d
cs186-as Tony Yu Tung Lai      pts/71        15 Mon 22:54  c-71-198-45-133.hsd1
cs186-dl Daphne Lee           *pts/72        11 Mon 22:17  u5-68-110.Rescomp.Be
cs186-bs Johnny Wang           pts/73        20 Mon 23:31  cl-118-183.Reshall.B
cs186-ai Tracy Xiaoxiao Wang   pts/74        12 Mon 22:53  north-mesh-wlan-127.
cs186-ah Robert Bartoszynski   pts/75           Mon 23:48  c-67-180-151-45.hsd1
cs186-as Tony Yu Tung Lai      pts/76        12 Mon 23:39  c-71-198-45-133.hsd1
cs186-ai Tracy Xiaoxiao Wang   pts/77           Mon 23:07  north-mesh-wlan-127.
cs186-ec Christian Alarcon     pts/78        32 Mon 23:15  c-67-160-220-202.hsd
cs186-br Valentin Mihaylov     pts/79           Mon 23:31  adsl-71-135-41-213.d
cs186-bl Benjamin Yun Liang    pts/80        17 Mon 23:32  c-24-5-194-229.hsd1.
cs186-dw Andrew Hao            pts/81           Mon 23:39  c-24-5-194-229.hsd1.
cs186-bw Hoangcau Kim Tran     pts/82         3 Mon 23:48  s349-6.CS.Berkeley.E
cs184-cf Danny Guan            pts/83           Mon 23:48  mulcev-wlan-1.AirBea

The CS186 server is running like molasses tonight.