Thursday, May 18th, 2006...8:50 am

(I’m talking about human beings)

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Do you ever worry about los­ing your­self in some­body else? That they would com­pletely and fully engulf you in your every wak­ing moment. That their words would become your words, their thoughts would become your own, their iden­tity is trans­planted into your own? Are you ever as miss­ing as the empty pil­low beside you; lonely as the morn­ing absence of the one you say you love?

When your empti­ness is their absence, and so you grip harder and squeeze tighter until your knuck­les go white in a tur­bu­lent embrace; I’m talk­ing about that feel­ing when you need to sur­face for some air but it’s been so long?

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  • Laura

    Funny how you have to pro­claim that you’re “talk­ing about human beings” haha. Truth: your entry is key to why I am afraid of rela­tion­ships beyond friend­ship. Is it pos­si­ble to be in a rela­tion­ship and NOT have that hap­pen even­tu­ally? Hmm..I wonder.

  • damal­lama

    andrew, your entries make me think.. not very good for my brain… but thank you, for always chal­leng­ing the way i view about things. and yea, i do worry about hav­ing rela­tion­ships that makes me depend on some­one or some­thing else other than Him. gl on your last final!! almost a junior =)

  • damal­lama

    gaahh… i just re-read my com­ment and the word “about” after the word “view” should not be there… i hate mak­ing stu­pid mis­takes and im annoying