Thursday, May 18th, 2006...8:50 am

(I’m talking about human beings)

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Do you ever worry about losing yourself in somebody else? That they would completely and fully engulf you in your every waking moment. That their words would become your words, their thoughts would become your own, their identity is transplanted into your own? Are you ever as missing as the empty pillow beside you; lonely as the morning absence of the one you say you love?

When your emptiness is their absence, and so you grip harder and squeeze tighter until your knuckles go white in a turbulent embrace; I'm talking about that feeling when you need to surface for some air but it's been so long?

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  • Laura
    May 18th, 2006 at 8:45 pm

    Funny how you have to pro­claim that you’re “talk­ing about human beings” haha. Truth: your entry is key to why I am afraid of rela­tion­ships beyond friend­ship. Is it pos­si­ble to be in a rela­tion­ship and NOT have that hap­pen even­tu­ally? Hmm..I wonder.

  • damallama
    May 18th, 2006 at 11:07 pm

    andrew, your entries make me think.. not very good for my brain… but thank you, for always chal­leng­ing the way i view about things. and yea, i do worry about hav­ing rela­tion­ships that makes me depend on some­one or some­thing else other than Him. gl on your last final!! almost a junior =)

  • damallama
    May 18th, 2006 at 11:10 pm

    gaahh… i just re-read my com­ment and the word “about” after the word “view” should not be there… i hate mak­ing stu­pid mis­takes and im annoying

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